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"The Wondersmith"

Started Jul 30, 2022 0 Replies

The Wondersmith is the name of a food and entertainment blog/artist that I absolutely adore and thought would be nice to share here with others who enjoy such things. For myself food, hearth, and…Continue

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"He Died, Love Endures"

Posted on June 5, 2023 at 10:41am 0 Comments

When he told me that he wanted to give me a place to heal, I hadn't realized that he had made himself my home. 

I am homeless now. 

without him

Breaking

Posted on November 30, 2022 at 2:00pm 3 Comments

I think breaking can be a rather beautiful thing, don't you? When a tree grows brittle and falls, it crackles as it's heart tears. Like it is laughing at all the other trees, making its leaves chuckle and rustle with it. An inside joke about the strength we believe we have when we are whole. I think, the tree understands that breaking is its own strength, is its own kind of completeness, serves its own kind of purpose no more or less than others. Maybe that's what I am. The tree in the…

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A Series Of Short Poems: Human Nature Pt. II

Posted on October 2, 2022 at 10:06am 0 Comments

But sometimes you meet people

Who are made of other things

Who took nature into their hands…

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Poetry- "Untitled 6"

Posted on October 2, 2022 at 9:37am 0 Comments

Nature calls me,

A lovers name upon the wind

The trees bend against my longing…

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"He Died, Love Endures"

When he told me that he wanted to give me a place to heal, I hadn't realized that he had made himself my home. I am homeless now. without himSee More
Jun 5, 2023
Pan commented on Linda M.'s group SPELLBOUND~A FETISH GROUP
"The light won't hit me the way I wish it would. It's always too soft or too gentle Caressing my face and warming my skin from between clouds Or hat covered lamps tipped in a respectful nod But it won't strike me Leave my face stinging…"
Dec 5, 2022
Sirian Starlight commented on Pan's blog post Breaking
"You're welcome. Yes change is a new direction."
Nov 30, 2022
Pan commented on Pan's blog post Breaking
"@Sirian Starlight Thank you.  Change is often confused with death. "
Nov 30, 2022
Sirian Starlight commented on Pan's blog post Breaking
"I think you are worth more than a permanent death."
Nov 30, 2022
Pan posted a blog post

Breaking

I think breaking can be a rather beautiful thing, don't you? When a tree grows brittle and falls, it crackles as it's heart tears. Like it is laughing at all the other trees, making its leaves chuckle and rustle with it. An inside joke about the strength we believe we have when we are whole. I think, the tree understands that breaking is its own strength, is its own kind of completeness, serves its own kind of purpose no more or less than others. Maybe that's what I am. The tree in the silent…See More
Nov 30, 2022
Pan added a discussion to the group ✿´¯`*•.Art of Poetry.•*´¯`✿-
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"I Came Upon An Ancient Tree" by Scarlet Kisses (c)2006-2022

I came upon an ancient tree,Who gazed with gnarled branches' eyes:And stretched its limbs to deadened skies,Roots caked in fruitless misery.Its hair fell low, in weeping throes-Eyes hollow, streaked with painful screams,And as its skin is pecked by crowsIts blood gives way to broken dreams-Yet could I speak, to offer lifeOr bane to rippling seas of pain?But maggots surface in its strifeHang bone and flesh where love had lainWithin it lay an ancient seedEntangled roots beneath dead earth,Yet as…See More
Nov 6, 2022
Pan commented on Linda M.'s group SPELLBOUND~A FETISH GROUP
"I suppose that would depend on how you define "spirit" or "spirituality" for yourself. Some may argue that power exchange or energy exchange are also a spirit/spiritual exchange. There are also those who engage in various aspects…"
Oct 31, 2022
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Quote Tinariwen

"The Lion is intrepid and the Frog is vulnerableBut the latter is better at finding the path to water."- Tinariwen
Oct 27, 2022
Pan commented on Linda M.'s group SPELLBOUND~A FETISH GROUP
"I truly admire those who can endure, let alone enjoy, mummification bondage. It must take a great deal of courage, trust, and a frell ton of self understanding. Sometimes I look at certain kinks and I think to myself, "Wow! Imagine what they…"
Oct 22, 2022
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Oct 2, 2022
Pan commented on SunKat's group TEMPLE BREW HOUSE
"Oh wow, @Linda M. I apologize for my late response. I had no idea you welcomed me here. I suppose I ought to do checks periodically since my email never sent me a notification for that. Thank you for your hospitality!  @Patricia Fross It seems…"
Sep 27, 2022
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Poetry- "Untitled 5"

I pray to You oftenIn wordless aching sighsFog in my breathMist in my eyesDew in the darkBetween the ceiling and ISee More
Aug 23, 2022
Pan commented on Pan's blog post Art Therapy- Emotions Work- "Anger"
"@Knox, my email says you left a message but it's not showing anymore so I'll assume either it's a glitch or you chose to withdraw your words. In either case, thank you for sharing your thoughts. "
Aug 13, 2022

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Agender (Please refer to me as He/Him)
Area location: Country with Optional State, Province etc.
USA
Why I wish to join The Temple & how I found out about it...
Truth be told I was going through my drive library and, in my reorganizing of my library catalogue, this link was listed. So I followed it and here I am. I don't recall when or why I put it on my library list but I suppose that is irrelevant to my current presence.
Which spiritual path do you follow?
My own. A simplistic answer seemingly dismissive or defensive depending upon the nature ones perspective.
About Myself & My Interests...
"To define is to limit."

-Oscar Wilde "The Picture of Dorian Gray"

Whenever a moment like this occurs I tend to stare at the little text box with some level of confusion and resistance. it seems to both acknowledge the complexity of "selfhood" and yet also confines it within the limitations of language, fractured social arrangements, and this teeny tiny box. It is problematic in a way that amuses me as it is so very human.

I often tell those closest to me that my name was created to encompass all that I was, am, or ever will be. My name is the only thing that does not entirely constrain or limit me, its field containing the most space for my "selfhood" than any other form of verbal communication could offer you.

My name is Pan.

Anything else is a journey of discovery and adventure.
My Teachers & Influences, What was it about them that influenced me?
Them.
Authors and/or Books I appreciate:
Well, I appreciate books in general and greatly respect those that create them. There are many books that I feel serve as either guides or mile markers on my path. Amongst them are Poets, Spiritualists, Scientists, Creatives, Philosophers, & Leatherfolx alike.

👤Some Authors I Appreciate:

- Lao Tzu
- Kahlil Gibran
- Guy Baldwin
- Geoff Mains
- Emily Dickinson
- Tamora Peirce
- Patricia C. Wrede
- etcetera

📚I Am Currently Reading:

- Way too much Harry Potter slash fiction...
Musicians and/or Music I appreciate:
Once again I find myself with the same answer as I did with the Authors/Books section. I listen to a myriad of musical genre's and artists and very rarely claim any as more preferred over another. I listen to whatever suits my mood, sometimes that means EDM in order to help myself out of a depression funk or it means listening to something dark or angry to validate the emotions I am feeling. It all depends.
The songs I tend to love the most are ones that either align with my journey as a submissive (something I tend to view less as a role one assumes and more as an identity, vocation, or spiritual path), or aligns with my core values.

🎧 Music That Currently Resonates With Me:
Films and/or Film-Makers & Actors I appreciate:
Dangerous Beauty is one of my favorite films. It helps that I also appreciate Veronica Franco whom the film is about although they romanticized her life quite a bit. As far as actors go I appreciate most for their dedication to an artform I have no talent nor skill in. I suppose if I had to pick a favorite actor I might nod toward Buster Keaton.
Artists and/or Art I appreciate:
You can always check out my favorites on deviantart: https://www.deviantart.com/nelui/

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Welcome to the Temple 

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