I'm looking for anyone that may be able to guide me toward the help I believe I need. That is to say soul retrieval in particular. My story is long and I am more than happy to tell you what I know…Continue
Why I wish to join The Temple & how I found out about it...
I need to find my way back to the healing path I started out on but was lost to me through a series of bad choices and allowing truly evil forces into my life though I wasn't aware of it until it was too late. The potential was there and I fear its been lost for good. I think a site like this might help me reopen myself to all the universe had offered.
About Myself & My Interests...
I'm now 45 was crippled from the waist down 8 years ago which has turned my life upside down. Battle nerve damage that causes severe pain, major depression, chronic fatigue, and have serious issues seeing the point of my existence after "beating" all the garbage from the past to be knocked back down by this. My dreams and visions that were a huge part of me have stopped and left me feeling empty.
Aside from this negative, I loved the ability to "help" others and found great humility and pride at the same time. Now I am trying to further my ability as a photographer of nature and wildlife, and, more than anything find my way back to the gift of "healing touch" that I was blessed with. Any words of direction would be appreciated. I've never felt quite so lost without being able to see the "other" side.
The best part of my life is my "husband of 16 years who has stood by me through all the good and bad though for me mentally and physically there has been a lot of bad.
My Teachers & Influences, What was it about them that influenced me?
I've been taught by three Shaman, and numerous Healers and Wiccan followers. I've been told that I am a healer, the three Shaman knew I was coming, knew my visions and held out their hands to guide me further, referred to me as a "diamond in the rough" and told me that I had so much more to do.
Authors and/or Books I appreciate:
Jean M. Auel, Clan of the Cavebear, Jamie Sams, The 13 Original Clan Mothers, James Redfield, Celestine Prophecy Books, Ted and Lynn Andrews, Animal-Speak, Hyemeyohsts Storm, Seven Arrows.