My dear readers & friends,
I dont know how many of you believe in the paranormal, like ghosts, spirits & demons, I do because I have to... These things exist now & have been there from the beginning of the creation of TIME & MaTTeR itself! They exist whether we believe in them or not. Unfortunate ones might encounter one or two in their life but the most unlucky ones get infested or possessed. Yeah, possession is real & it happens. Many horror movies like The Exorcist, The Amytiville Horror, The Exorcism of Emily Rose, are adapted as well as inspired by real life incidents.
And it ain't a laughing matter & inspite of all the t.v. shows like SUPERNATURAL & PENNY DREADFUL, fool around with these concepts, it ain't no fun when you're the prey of one or about to become one. Trust me when I say this... Okay, enough intro, let's get to the main point, ok? I was an unique child... I knew it & felt proud of it when I was just a little girl of about 5 or 6 years old. As I grew up, I found some cool powers in me! I didn't know anything about these things, yet, but when I look back now & think about it, IT ALL SEEMED TOO UNREAL...
I can name the extra-ordinary abilities I had then, INVOLUNTARY ASTRAL PROJECTION, PRECOGNITIVE DREAMS & THE ABILITY TO MANIFEST THOUGHTS & WISHES. And at the rate I used to teleport myself to other dimensions while I'm asleep, it didn't take long to draw the attention of other dark beings out there... IT STARTED AS MILD TINGLING SENSATIONS, LIKE SOMETHING'S BEING DRAWN OUT OF ME{THE FEELING WHEN SOMEBODY FORCIBLY TAKES BLOOD FROM YOU BY A SYRINGE} & THE FEELING THAT I'M FLOATING AWAY, UPWARDS FROM MY BODY WHILE I'M IN DEEP SLEEP. AFTER A FEW OF THOSE, I STARTED TO WAKE UP EVERY TIME I HAD THAT FEELING AFTER FALLING ASLEEP.
THEN IT STOPPED BRIEFLY & THE WEIRD NIGHTMARES STARTED... WHERE I'M RUNNING AWAY FROM SOMEBODY OR SOMETHING BUT NO MATTER HOW FAR I GO & WHERE I HIDE, MY FACELESS PURSUER CAUGHT UP TO ME ANYHOW & THEN WHOEVER OR WHATEVER IT WAS, IT ATTACKED ME & ABUSED ME & TRIED TO KILL ME!!! AND I REMEMBER WAKING UP, COVERED IN SWEAT & FEELING TOO WEAK, LIKE I HAD BEEN STARVING FOR MONTHS...
After dealing with this shit for 2 or 3 yrs, I decided the time has come for me to do something about it... I started to pray every night, before going to sleep & keeping a crucifix or Lord Jesus's or The Immaculate Virgin's pic beneath my pillow ... I knew it worked because it fought back nastily. My nightmares got more bloody & violent, Then it started to forcibly possess me by trying to snatch my soul away from me. My dream self fought it off by reciting the The Lord's Prayer, Hail Mary & St. Michael prayer again & again every night. At long last, it appeared to me in my dreams for the last time, an ugly creature with huge leathery wings, sitting on the roof of my house & eating raw meat and bones. Thats the last time I felt it & eventually it all stopped. I stopped it from trying to possess me by my will power & faith in God & in myself. I cannot express in words, what kind of physical & spiritual agony I went through all those years. I was all alone in this because there was no one who would believe me,,, Not even my parents who are very narrow-minded & don't believe in these things. I also didn't wanted to tell my family also because they already think I'm a weirdo & I don't want them to ship me off to a mental asylum. IT DOESN'T MATTER TO ME WHETHER ANYBODY BELIEVES ME OR NOT, I JUST WANTED TO LET THE WORLD KNOW THE TRUTH,,,
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A pleasure, Rowena.
Just an addendum if you don't mind ~ interestingly enough, the word Duw, or Duwel is Welsh for "god", and this in turn originates from "Di" in proto-Celtic, in turn coming from the root language of the original indigenous inhabitants of Britain. This cannot be a co-incidence, and relates to the Goddess Diana and, directly to the ancient Indian words for godhead, or the Divine Feminine/Masculine which are seen as one. In fact the word "divine" and "divination" are natural extensions of this wordplay. What a delight!
So the Horned God of Nature, or his representative, the male witch, was called "the devil" ~Duwel, long before the Christians ever placed the yoke of shame and guilt on humanity by stealing the ancient words and twisting them for their own purposes.
And considering that Satanists are really just confused Christians and glorify the "evil" meanings attached to the word, it all makes perfect sense. When someone hates someone else and is filled with self-hatred, they tend to project this inner hatred onto others who do not share in their unstable way of life. Personally I just look at the fruits of the tree, you know, the Inquisition, the Burning Times, the Holocaust and the current batch of Christo-fascists who use racism and anything else they possibly can to enforce their own brand of radical Christianity.
In South Africa, a preacher/pastor has been advertizing a unique brand of mental illness of late by urging his followers to spray "Doom", a household insecticide (which is a cancer causing agent so toxic to the environment it should have been banned long ago) all over and into the orifices of anyone whom they consider needs "exorcising", including naturally anyone who happens to be pagan.
Yep, the fruits of this tree we see are rotten to the core and one has to ask plainly whether these real and true 'demonic' Christians actually need a long spell in a mental asylum to cure them of their "demons", which by association they have received from the Universal Church itself. They invented their demons and their 'devil', and they're welcome to it.
Yet come and try to spray doom on me and find out that this time, we're ready for you.
Thanks for your comment & I loved your viewpoint...
...may the Goddess within and without blessed be.
Hi Rowena ~ thanks for sharing this ~ I would like to comment from my own viewpoint if I may.
There is no doubt that there are a myriad of spirits in this universe, and many races, some of which are generally friendly to you as an individual and some of which, are not. Many of what I term low-level spirits delight in impersonating Deity for example.
Just remember one thing. You have the power within which is the Divine Feminine, and so therefore ~ and this is important ~ nothing and nobody can take that power away from you. Nothing can harm you or take way your dignity, unless you yourself allow them to.
Historically, the word demon actually originates in the word 'daemon' which is the Agathdaemon, or Higher Guiding Spirit of humanity. Because the Daemon is feminine, and often manifests in serpentine form, it was subsequently 'demonized' by the Church of the Dark Ages of superstition and ignorance, and made to be 'evil'.
Further to this, the word 'devil' originates in the word 'deva', or 'shining spirit' and Devi - our Great Goddess, such as Lalitha Devi, the Divine Feminine. What an insult - I take it from whence it comes
Low level entities can only affect a human being if that person is seriously unbalanced, in other words if that individual has made life choices which make their very own shadow run away in disgust, or in other words if they really have no heart/soul. There are spirits who will fill that void and we see such 'possessed ' people acting out their insanity throughout the course of history. We see the evil genius of Hitler, in tyrants such as Idi Amin and in rapists and murderers.
Part of the reason for the treatment of Goddess Lilith by the male-dominated Religions , is because the Goddess of Nature, Love and Death did not fit in with the new order of things and therefore SHE had to be 'changed' into being a baby-killer and demonic Queen of demons.
Really speaking though my own life experience says different and my feeling sincerely is that it all revolves around fear.
Fear - hehe...it is the greatest illusion, and as it is a great illusion, it is used as a tool to control others their whole lives through. All and every fear based thing can be identified as illusionary.
Fear-based and false teachings such as, "The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom" are being replaced with the truth, which is, the Love of the Goddess is the beginning of wisdom. As we transition into the New age of the Daughter. This is an age when woman will take back her own power, and there will be an age of love, peace and reason to replace the Age of the Son, which unfortunately was overshadowed by the war gods. As fear is seen as weakness in Nature, we should choose strength rather which translates to love, which can't be kept down ~ forever and a day.
I recommend this chant Durga.....OM DUM DURGAYEI NAMAH....all inner 'demons' be gone ":)|)|"!!!
Blessed Be my sister and may the Goddess within and without
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