Sometimes we "accidentally" find the right mixture or recipe for an amazing enlightenment. My brain is one with my spirit, it feels like a splinter of the universe is going through the motions to convince other humans that I'm just human. I only long for secret places with secret knowledge to feel at home or safe. It's a terrifying thing to know that if other people knew that I knew what I knew.....they would attack and try to kill me, but I can't stop thinking that thought whenever I'm around people I don't know. Most of today while at the book store...it was easy to keep people away from me, I love people but today my "being" only let a certain combination of things catch my attention. The conclusion to this all...is that I'm here looking for one who understands this.

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