Twisted Love

[Debbie]

As I stand and look at you

I see the ropes around your neck

Can't you see what you do for me

How it makes me come alive inside

It  leads  me places I cannot hide

I see the fear within your eyes

I see your emotions laid bare for me

As I watch the way you react to me 

You take me places I long to be 

This is the way I was taught to be

And I can not go all by myself  So 

I hope you forgive me for the things 

I'm about to do to you and with you 

I see it in your face you long for  it 

For the things I long to do to you

I know that you understand inside

 For what we are about to do 

 I know that you forgive me too

These feelings just come over me

I need the presents of a warm body

To take me where I wanna to   be 

  

I just can't help myself you see

Something just takes over me

When I'm done with you 

I promise to set you free

I'm not playing tricks on you

I'll lay you to rest with the others

It really touches me to see you cry

I know it's because you care for me

And it truly makes me come alive

It's only a matter of time you know

This just might be your last day alive

So maybe you might try to be happy

This is the only way I feel a live

I'm bleeding for you truly I am 

Can't you see how I feel inside 

Tell me you love me before you die

Can't you see this  is the only way

It's the only way I feel alive inside!

6/ 5/2011

[2i3zz31iz74ww]

I like this a bunch. What we call love is pretty complex and inexplicable at times.  marK 

[Debbie]

Hi marK;}   I like the video you posted,,t goes very well with the poem and what I was thinking what a serial killer, rapist, social-path would be thinking or saying to someone before he would kill them;} it could also be a couple,, "the "ROPES" are real ;}

[Imani]

wow raw and a rare peek.

I am a trauma counsleor and I see people who react to life this way

but can't express their feelings out loud.

I love writing for this reason, we can put it to words.

And yes, some people only feel alive when they hurt

powerful stuff Debbie

 

We all live in our own dreams and its always interesting to look into the dream of another...

You have an interesting understanding

 

Imani

 

[Debbie]

Hi Imani;}  yes I wrote it from a social-path rapist point of view ;} I've studied psychology & the human mind,from age 16 on.. I just never stayed long enough to get a degree ;} thank you for stopping by & reading;} many  blessing.

[Imani]

Smiling

Yes, I didn't think it was your point of view....

Psych is an awesome study!

Main thing I have learned is that nothing in life is "normal"

and it helps to have a sense of humour

 

i

[Debbie]

gotta have a sense of humor,, right Imani ;} ;}

[Debbie]

Hey STEAMBOATJim;},,, I seemed to have put marK's name up as I was talking of your video;} I'm really sorry,,, truly I'am,, can't you see how I feel inside,, I was just so into that video,, Pain and Pleasure ;} I know you forgive me for the thing I've done ;} ;} have a great day Jim ;}

[2i3zz31iz74ww]

No problem as I am marK as well (my real first name). I use Steamboat Jim as a more memorable avatar name. Thanks for your concern though.  marK (aka Steamboat Jim)

[2ncb07ujlniyg]

The best word I can think of to describe this is chilling.  Very powerful stuff here.  It made me shudder.

[Debbie]

thank you Faith Elizabeth ;}

[2ncb07ujlniyg]

You are most welcome!  :)