Musings on Life, the Universe and everything

[L. Love]

You know? Life can throw up little surprises, not always good ones, every now and then and many people feel "why me?" "Why do things always happen to me?"

Well I have had many things happen to me including having my life threatened in front of my young son. I too thought "why me? What have I done to deserve this?"
Well often we need a little wake up call to remind us of who we are and what we can acheive. I always viewed myself as not a strong person who had nothing to offer or to say. I didn't think anyone would be interested in what I thought.
But you know...it was another person that made me feel that way. not because they are a control freak (which they are) but because I gave away my power.
I was in a place that allowed me to hide and stay locked in the victim role.
When my son was at risk, I finally awoke out of my stupor and got brave to say stop! Enough is enough and he was only a child!
Why was it that I could not say stop! For me? Why did I feel I didn't deserve that?
Because I wasn't awake enough to realise I didn't deserve that. I was a victim and until I learned to let go of that, I could not move forward.
So now coming to you. Why do you not get what you want? What is holding you back from getting the things you, as a perfect being, truly deserve?
What lessons are you not getting?

Is it holding onto the past? Holding onto a particular situation you find yourself in that you feel cannot change? or is it that to change is too scary...too unfamiliar?
Look at just one thing, even the most tiny thing, you can do to change the script, the pattern. What can you do to bring change into your life?

Go do something extraordinary! Go do that one thing you always wanted to do and keep things random from your old familiar patterns and see what miracles you can attract inot your life.

A miracle doesn't have to be world shattering! A miracle can be as simple as a kind word from a work colleague...as simple as a smile...as simple as someone saying I love you....see what miracle you can create tomorrow for yourself and have fun!!