SO, I was reading about familiars on a blog and how they could only be REAL animals,however I cannot keep real animals in my tiny apartment.So that being said I have decided to make a stuffed animal I have that is also my spiritual animal,which is a bear. This stuffed animal is very close to me because my husband got it for me. I don't have another option. A lot of the things I have read online have been giving mixed messages about familiars.…

I find it extremely difficult to release some of my energy through my magic..I'm not sure if I'm going about it correctly..I don't have any more experienced witches to talk to about it. I also live in an area where the only Pagan/Wicca churches are exclusive to family witches of which they don't involve outsiders.  I want to be able to ask questions when needed..I need to find more people who share my religion and take it as seriously as I do. My husband has…