You have been hoping and praying to awaken from your illusory dream for a very long time, and now that moment is almost upon you. The intensity of your desire to do God's Will, and yours, and awaken, has become very palpable. It is now very much stronger than your eons-old attachment to the illusion and is moving you very positively toward wakefulness. To be awake, alert, and aware in perfect peace, experiencing eternal Love and joy is your natural state, but the distractions of the illusion have been so confusing and yet seductive that you became lost there with practically no remembrance of that natural state. You only had a deep-felt sense that something was extremely amiss: what were you doing in the world? And why was life such a painful struggle for survival which in the end always failed? It was a complex and unsettling problem to which no satisfactory answer seemed possible...