Queen of Pentacles/Shadowed (Fear of Being Vulnerable)
For nine months we are in our mothers womb...protected from all the harshness of the outside world.
For another 18-21 years (or for some of us more....LOL), we are again sheltered by our family from the worries of tax filings, housing headaches, food management, and car repairs.
But what about after that ? What about when we are supposed to spread our wings and learn to fly on our own? Do we all soar high in the clouds...or do we fall flat on our faces? Sometimes it depends on your view of this life whether you will succeed or fail. Let's look at a friend's photo for review...
(Thanks Pagan !)
http://www.templeilluminatus.com/photo/pumpkin-patch
The little girl has grown up in the 'field', appearing quite healthy, but inside she is plagued with fear....fear of the unknown!
"Why can't my parents continue to protect me?" she wonders. "I'm too scared to do this alone"
"I know....I will hold onto the vine a little longer for support...yes...it worked before, so why won't it continue to protect me?"
We see that even though this girl has grown into a lady, she is still clutching onto the life force of others for her emotional and physical support...all the while still hiding within her psyche and quieting her urge to break free and experience a life of freedom. See how she closes her eyes and allows the "Vine" to to comfort her, instead of looking for her own comfort....people who hang on this way go by only one name: Psychic Vampires !
(from "Let the Right One In"...an excellent vamp movie B.T.W.)
They cannot live without your attention...without your protection....they refuse to grow up and be counted, but rather live their lives through YOU while siphoning your energy out from under you ! Lets look at this another way.
The Queen 'marks' herself with your energy...over and over again...never receiving any satisfaction from it...almost MASOCHISTIC with her tattoos...leaving the painful mark...but never absorbing the satisfaction of actually living the life you lived....and yet...she continues still...with as many times as she thinks it will take !
These people are hallowed-out shells....no matter how innocent they may look...
...they will feed on your energy until there is none left ! Avoid them from the start without hesitation...
...before it is too late to wish anything!
-Eric MLT
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