I, Chaote....or I think S/He had a penis.

[Brandon Muhs]

 I have recently, as in the last few years, learned many new things. By "new", I mean old. By 'learned' I suppose i more accurately mean remember.....

I did not choose Chaos as a working medium in as much as Chaos just seemed the most available form of Energetic materia to Work with.

Do what thou Wilt!

I am an OutLaw by nature and by nurture! I have a... genetic predisposition to disorder the natural order and then rearrange at my behest. I do it quite politely now so everyone seems to just let it slide.

 So my Triune (i), as it were, is merely an Aperture for my own porno grandure! 

I would go back into porn if I didn't have such an aversion to be touched physically. That and I would rather be the janitor. Plus the means to which these things occur are far more interesting. Why is ther no biography channel for porn stars? Because no one wants to know about people whom thouroughly enjoy pleasure.

Don't forget your Ego Kegels!!

This took a rather strange direction than what I anticipated. But it fits my Intentions quite nice.

The Going has gotten weird. But I don't want to go Pro. I want to be forever the Initiate! Let the Mysteries swallow me up each and every time I am to witness!

But Alas, I have seen too much. I took too much and stayed up too long to many lives ago! Now, in these quite years, I have to see the Weird get awash in the Culture of the Shells. Those empty pods ripe for possession. Ugly twisted fucks with no reverence for the Divine Chaos which is the only Order I have even known.

Do not fret.

I will show you.

The Way to Suck Seed, it's All in the EGG.

I, Chaote....

Magus of Babalon....or

Just Brandon is fine.

[Brandon Muhs]

Thank you mark. I haven't read much bukowski yet, but his quote "Find what you love, then let it kill you" has stuck with me for some time. It truly resonates my active passion for life.