the job hunt still isn't working so well.. prob need to apply to my expertise,,,banking. yuck. i want to work as a hospice nurse so badly. i want to spend those last moments of a person's life comforting and guiding them. i know i'm strong enough. it's people here on this site that remind me of that. self doubt is my only weakness. i'll overcome it with age i'm sure. thank you all for your guidance, it is much appreciated...enjoy this day! i say goodbye to my dear little rat today but i can…

  My familytaught me how to make best use of my gifts, about proper ethics and responsibilities that come with gifts. I have learned that ceremony helps keep me sharp, happy and healthy. I wrote this not long ago, it is just an…

I have been on a path as long as I can remember, always seeking happiness — always on the cusp of embracing true joy

     There have been many roadblocks on this path.  However, I have come to realize, the the largest and most seemingly-insurmountable of these blocks have all been crafted by me.

     Many times I have placed the allowance of joy I experience in the hands of others.  “If only he/she will accept me and love me, then I will experience joy”… so I thought.  Or, if I…

So my depression is lifting today with the help of my boyfriend. He got me a couple books on epilepsy which is giving me more understanding on my neuro mechanics... The delusions...the psychotic seduction. It's all so fascinating. If anyone needs pointers I'm here! I'll continue to educate myself and help when i can :) ah a good day indeed.

It's a beautiful day here but my mind isn't feeling so beautiful today. I can't seem to get much done. It's frustrating my loved ones and I don't like arguments...but hell who does really. I can be sensitive...I can be stubborn...but I feel my severe depression is pretty hard to shake. People want me to just get up and in the groove...but it's just hard. Maybe I'm babying myself too much. In some other blog post, when I'm feeling more open, I'll get into previous experiences further. I…

I don't know how interesting I'll be :p but I seem to find the idea of blogging to be therapeutic...especially in an accepting environment. I'll continue to blog about my experiences in hopes of spreading hope and positivity to you all. One can make it through more than one knows. More to come from me :) Much love.

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A belated "Happy Memorial Day" to all fellow Americans as we celebrate those soldiers, sailors, marines, airman, and coast guardsman. That made the ultimate sacrifice in the line of duty be they just within this year down to the annals of American History. As our forefathers of the Revolution to all the global hot spots our service men and woman are currently stationed. Aside from the politics of any era that without the convictions they set down for us.…

"Transporting Crude Oil on California Rails?" Interview with Diane Bailey, Senior Scientist, Natural Resources Defense Council, SF by Willi Paul, …

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Welcome to this month’s trio of “Jewels of Truth" statements which as my frequent readers you’ll notice that I share them akin to bread crumbs. Two to start off the month each posted separately with a helping of this segment entry towards the end of the month. I started doing this since I felt sharing my excerpts of Volume 1 and 2 of the series in my books was a bit tedious. (Note: One can purchase these volumes at any online book retailer such as "Amazon or…

Carbon Fighters “Cool the Earth” at Coleman Elementary. Interview with students Cayman Stein and Sam Testa by Willi Paul, …

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Here is an excerpt from Jewels of Truth: The Wayfarer of the Soul, Volume 2 with a meaty statement about our shared joy with God to help co-create our reality. In doing so we allow ourselves to be furnished with a sense of resolve to live more meaningful lives by the consecrated act of giving life. By giving life I mean creating with intent and purpose whatever we desire that offers us grace in living. With the power to create comes rules or responsibility…

Permaculture Propaganda Lab @ old seed bomb factory (2019). New Myth # 54 by Willi Paul, Planetshifter.com…

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Today's solitary "Jewels of Truth" spiritual wisdom statement lends itself to the poetic. Since my literary work for the most part relies on the imaginative flourishes to describe the ineffable. Thus it aids in the expression as to the point of view I'm attempting to convey in earnest. My topic for today is on Kindness the statement is short and sweet mirroring my early forays of my spiritual writings.



This "Jewels of Truth" statement is…