Sometimes i wonder..what is Love really?
I used to think Love was above all...
That no matter how hard the one you love is
on their selves or you...No matter what
You stay by their side ..
Even on those days they hate you
those days they dont trust you..
You love them regardless of all their flaws
and you never leave them...!!
Love conquers all!!
so they say!
but does it really?
I have a hard time with Love.. Its is very hard for me to trust..
or maybe even believe, that i am really loved...
I get scared and then start to imagine all of these scenarios in my head
I guess because of past relationships....
ghosts of my past, that have hurt me deeply
scarred me forever, perhaps?
But i have such a hard time ,that sometimes i feel
i push those whom love me away from me...
without realizing it , until the damage has been
Am I sick?
Am i broken beyond repair?
can i ever love again?
Do i really know what real love is?