Half & Half (The Cherubim & Twinflame)

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I'm going to invite my Master Guides on explaining this situation. This doesn't apply to everyone, but I find that I'm a little agitated at the moment, and writing down my thoughts help me emotionally.

The proper term that I'm going to be discussing is called the "Imdugud." The first half are the Kingu-Babbar which hail from the Draco system. These same Royal Albinos had originally settled in Altair, Aquila after leaving Vega in the Lyra system. But yes, these are your so called "Draconians." In order for these Draconians to participate in the "Earth" experiment, they had to create a new race with the felines who hail from the Orion System. This is the other half, which are the felines known as the Urmah. They are of a light like nature and are deployed to protect the Kaditisu's perogrative. Now these Royal Kaditsu are sacred prostitutes. These would be your so called Eve, Isis, and other Goddesses. Now the symbol of these Kingu-Babbar is the eagle while the Urmah is the lion. This particular race was engineered on Mars in the likeness of the original Nungal from Ursa Major, the Bear Constellation. These Imdugud aka Nungal are known as the Fallen Angels. These Fallen Angels follow Osiris, Isis, and Horus. These same Fallen Angels are under the direction of the original Order of The Dragon. This is where one gets initiated into the Order in understanding the "Rite of the Vampire." This best explains the Twinflame dynamic because it encourages one to sacrifice on a daily level to compensate for one's other half.

"The tantric/hermetic, Royal Rite of the Vampire can never be predatory or sexual. It does not indicate any form of Freudian psychosis and although it is an expression of True Love, this does not correspond to any mundane romantic expectations. Human Love seems mostly needy, arising in response to a variety of chemical and emotional deficits and rather than transforming the couple involved, it simply seems to reinforce old complexes and prejudices, being entered into in the hope of fulfilling preconceived expectations.

Starfire cannot be achieved by partial individuals seeking some form of socially conditioned notional completeness through the other person. Both individuals must have personal integrity in order to transcend the possibility of simply becoming each other’s other half. The whole realm of Starfire in its varying manifestations should be entered into without preconceptions and without emotional inadequacy. 

If there isn’t a degree of prior individuation, then it does become just another variation on the theme of Freudian domination and the desire for personal power through the sexual victimization of another person. In itself Starfire is Death, the journey’s end. Its symbolic expression is best appreciated in Waite’s Two of Cups. It is a "Love which is not in Nature, but by which Nature is Sanctified". As the Rite of Quickening, it often happens at its greatest intensity when it is least expected to happen and the individual/s involved hate no foreknowledge of it." 

(https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/dragons2/esp_sociopol_lordring02...).

It took me nine years to understand what was going on with me when I ran into my twinflame in the Ethereal Realm. She turned out to be one of my Master Guides.  But yes, she was the one that ignited my kundalini. She is of the feline race from Sirius, Orion, and Pleiades. Now I stated that both the Kingu-Babbar and Urmah are originally the ones to be used to create the new race Imdugud. But I am of the Red Kingu, and my twinflame is of a hybridized race of cat and dog from Sirius and Pleiades. The Red Kingu are specialist in war. So fitting, because Apollo is what I'm underneath. It's funny, because my last name is Kelly, which means decendent of war. I'm also an Aries, which involves Mars, the God of War. Anwyays, hybridization varies, but it's still the same concept. So I'm the Red Kingu while my twinflame/guide is the hybridized feline like dog, if that makes sense.

For me, my last initiation was in Ursa Major. I took on the task to become a Death Angel which is sect of the original Fallen Angels. Before I get into that, I want to explain more on these Fallen Angels. 

"That the sons of God saw the daughters of men that they were fair; and they took them wives of all which they chose,"

(Genesis 6:2).

These Fallen Angels have an understanding of the women psyche. It's misconception that these Nungal treated these Earthly Women poorly. It was quite the opposite, they really enjoyed teaching these women the tricks of the trade to become like Queens on a young Earth.

My point is this, because of me going through the dark night of the soul on numerous occasions, I was able to understand my other half's needs. I continually ran numerous times until I finally understood that the connection was permanent. I never understood why I did run, she was extremely loving and at the same time patient. I have a better understanding of women now because of what she promoted, and that was love. My best guess in understanding the Twinflame relationship is explained in Revelations of the Bible.

"And I John saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down from God out of heaven, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband,"

(Revelation 21:2).

I have found through my channelings is that the best representation of God is the actual Twinflame Reunion. This is what this scripture means. A marriage between two people. 

Because I explained this, I will now explain what it's like to be a Death Angel. My Ethereal Job in the Spirit Realm is to weigh the souls of those deceased. Because I'm a medium, I have a lot of souls, spirits, and ghosts running through me. With the help of my Twinflame, we decide what the next step for whatever deceased person in order for them to be able to move on to the after life. It's an extremely difficult job, but it's nice that I have my Twinflame/Master Guide to help. This is what I'll be doing in the afterlife in the Bottomless Pit, which is in the blackhole M42 in the Orion Nebula under the belt of Orion.

Now, not everyone is an Angel, but I do believe that everyone has a Twinflame. My point is that my other half brings out the best of me. We do worship and we come to conclusions on a day to day basis in understanding what love truly is. At first, it was difficult because I didn't appreciate the relationship. Then she decided to run and it was hell on Earth for me. I literally fell from the Heavens as a Cheif Seraph to become an Anointed Cherub aka the Imdugud. Half Eagle & Half Lion aka a Griffyn like being. This sort of relationship was ordained in the very Heavens since the beginning of time. I find that I always have to meet my twinflame half way to come to a consensus. What I mean is that even writing this blog is in reality, an actual job that is performed by the both of us. This is what my God wants us to do as "Fallen Angels." It could be easily seen that an Angel that incarnates onto Earth is a Fallen Angel. I'm always trying to connect the dots for my own truth so this might not apply to you. Through my Twinflame, I've become illuminated and enjoy the ecstasy like feeling with my significant other. It's nice to know that I'm not alone in this Universe.

Another way of explaining the Cherubim is that they are fire encased in light. In Islam, these are called Muwakil. In other words, these are hybridized Jinns, light & fire. I'm the flame while my cat like twinflame is the light. This is the embodiment of the Cherubim. At first, I was a Pureblood Seraph, but as I fell with the 1/3rd Fallen Angels, I become a sacrifice to create the new race of beings that I already stated, the Imdugud.

I know I'm jumping all over the place, but it seems pertinent to explain my situation in order to reach someone that might need to hear this sort of thing. I didn't necessarily think that I contributed to society but it seems evident that I am doing the right thing on Earth.

Thank you for reading.