I'm Rowena Moran. I've always been different from everybody else. I've always felt like an alien in this world, since I was born. I still haven't been able to figure out how I'm different from everybody else... I mean, in what way. Is it my individualism, my strength, my open-mindedness, my perceptiveness or my uncanny ability to see through all kinds of deceptions?
I had many strange experiences in my childhood. I felt myself suddenly being very light, floating away from my body every time I was deep in sleep & I would wake up with a start. Or those unpleasant sensations, when I could feel something else was trying to take control of my body. Those weird dreams I had, which really would happen three or four days or one month later. Or the part where my thoughts would manifest into reality. I couldn't tell any of these things to my parents because whenever I told them, they would start laughing & call me crazy.
But those powers were very useful to me & I really miss them now. I don't know what I did, or whether I had misused them or I don't know... They had started to fade away slowly & now they are completely gone. I don't know what to do..l
Meditation could be a start. You need to re awaken the powers with in. You could very well be an Incarnate Angel. These things you call powers I call gifts. : ) I can do some of the same things. Used to freak my friends out back in High School. I would simply say something and then it would happen 5 minutes later. Even the most random things you wouldn't think would actually happen.
I never know when my dreams are just simply dreams. Or I'm astral and my mind is trying to show me something from the past or future.
But yes. Try finding some meditations that will help you to relax and awaken your gifts again. Most likely you've had some stress in your life that has made your gifts lie dormant a bit. Also try a detox. Cleanse your body. Those are just a couple of things to start out with.
Meditation is just a lost cause for me... I used to go to these meditation centres with my parents in my childhood.
I've always sucked at meditation. I just can't concentrate or focus. Isn't there any easier way to get in touch with
those powers again... Like listening to a particular relaxing music or invoking a God or Goddess... Maybe a chant
or something like that?
Mantra Chants work pretty well actually. Hum just a sec. Let me find my favorite one. The only way I can meditate is through music. I can't just sit there in silence some people can. Like you when I do that I can't relax or focus. I have to use my ear buds to take away any noise from the outside world. I can say at first it was hard for me too.
Oh thank you...
There is one that's not so long. Just 30 minutes. But Mantra's might be a good idea for you.
Oh!!! My parents actually practice Hinduism... I was hoping for wiccan or pagan chants or soothing music!!
Thanks a lot guys, for posting those beautiful videos... I just loved the song UNDER THE VIOLET MOON!!! Its an awesome song with very attractive tune and a peppy beat! It just makes your spirit soar & makes you feel like dancing!
I can relate. These gifts are still within you.Meditate regularly and work with your chakras.