Chris Wade (crescente mutatio)

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Gender, any & all.

Exterior male, interior duality

Area location: Country with Optional State, Province etc.

USA, CO

Why I wish to join The Temple & how I found out about it...

Initially, I was lead to Thelema, specifically A.'.A.'. I am in progress as an OTO initiate in the EGC. I also grew up Christian. My brain is about to explode lol.

It was a strange encounter some would describe as "paranormal" (at least) a very fateful night years ago. I have friends still that are Christian/Catholic who think I am the devil sometimes. Yet, my good nature, honesty, and self control leave them silent and curious. I began learning rituals, spells, and did some black magick (selfishly). Coming from a Christian background my stomach was always turning. It took time, powerful invocation, emotional and spiritual growth, meditation, and academic growth before I began to realize this was all leading somewhere. To love. To understanding. Purpose. IAO. Led largely by what I believe to be ISIS or direct report.

I stumbled upon a picture featured on your website after googling, "uraeus (kundalini)" which I thought was beautiful. So I read a lengthy article that articulated so much of what I have been thinking lately. "Guides" coach my every movement in invocation and ritual which is where I learned about the Ouroboros. Randomly my arm started moving in a figure 8 and I also channeled that during automatic writing numerous times. Here I am.

The powerful energy that ministers to me also insists that regardless of my membership to OTO, A.'.A.'., EGC, or any temple I am in the "know" or really close and my destiny is Illuminati. Illuminatium. Illuminatus.

About Myself & My Interests...

Knowledge is what I seek. Occult or not. Non-fiction type for sure. Not that I can't get lost in a novel but I prefer truth or depictions thereof. Truth I find is stranger than fiction. I am HIGHLY spiritual. I have a direct connection (as we all do! :) lol). I was sought out for some reason. I asked what that purpose was and I get the answer, "to heal and mend broken hearts and spirits." There are plenty of those out there.

I love to do nice things for other people for no reason whatsoever. Sometimes no matter the cost. To see someone smile and realize how important they are is a secret pleasure of mine.

My Teachers & Influences, What was it about them that influenced me?

Countless influences. I referred to my guide as a "demonic witch" for a period of time (which she tolerated well). Yet, this guide always has my best interest at heart. Urging me to make wiser choices and elevate my life in EVERY way.

I can't put my finger on it but Liberace is fascinating to me lately. So much warmth and light coming off of that guy!

Authors and/or Books I appreciate:

I have read a lot of Crowley (Thelema) but for whatever reason he doesn't always resonate well with me. My favorite work thus far is I.nsit N.aturae R.egina I.SIS. I go back and forth about Crowley lol. Very intelligent man but rough around the edges? IDK...

Madame Blavatsky, I like a lot. Nicholas Tesla, Einstein, general knowledge about anything honestly.

Musicians and/or Music I appreciate:

I started playing guitar last summer. Previous to that I played piano. Frequency and vibration being the common denominator. I like some trendy stuff but I also like some Sidewalks and Skeletons and the_accidental_poet.

Films and/or Film-Makers & Actors I appreciate:

Most actors and actresses I appreciate. Being the chameleons they are modifying their behavior on the fly is amazing. I don't shy away from the trendy. I think John Travolta, Tom Cruise, Betty White ect are awesome.

Artists and/or Art I appreciate:

Alina Petrova Gallery.

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