Love conquers all......so they say..( thoughts)

[kyst]

Love conquers all......so they say....

November 5, 2011 at 7:54pm

Sometimes i wonder..what is   Love  really?

I used to think Love was above all...

 

That  no matter how hard  the one you love is 

on their  selves  or  you...No matter what

 

You stay by their  side ..

Even on those days they hate you

those  days they dont trust you..

 

You  love them regardless of all their  flaws

and you never leave them...!!

because....

Love  conquers  all!!

  so  they say!

 

but does it really?

 

I have a hard time with Love.. Its is very hard for me to trust..

or maybe even believe, that i am really  loved...

I get scared and then start to imagine all of these scenarios  in my head

I guess  because of  past relationships....

ghosts of my past,  that have hurt me deeply

scarred  me  forever,  perhaps?

But  i have such a hard time ,that sometimes i feel

i push those whom love me away from me...

without   realizing it , until the damage has  been

already done...

 

Am  I sick? 

Am i broken beyond  repair? 

can i ever love again?

Do i really know what real love is?

(maybe not)

@barbichaves~11-5-2011-(kyst)

 

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